What's Minnie Without Mickey?
What's Spongebob Without Patrick?
What's Tigger Without Pooh?
What's Cosmo Without Wanda?
What's Me without You?
paris,rome,united kingdom,hawaii,
las vegas,hollywood,
and the seven
wonders of the world.
butter cookies,puddings,
OTAH ( my new love. ),
dark chocolate,
chessman cookie.
cardigans, cardigans cardigans cardigans cardigans cardigans.and TTW.t hehe.
you wear those shoes and i will wear that dress.
hello goodbye.
you love joys.
you love joys not.
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YOU LOVE JOYS !
Designer: Cassandra
Base codes: Aishah
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Done in: Adobe Photoshop
I took this skin from Blogskins.com!
urgh, i hate going to bed early. i was so darn beat today. i practically dragged and forced myself outta bed. history test was shiet. i'ma gonna lose like ten marks or so. brr. went over to king albert's with farah to meet jaw. pe was so bloomin' fun ~! i worked out, i actually worked out ! t-he, actually i always work out, i don't omg-it-is-so-dumb-to-do-it-it-is-so-nerdy blah. i felt like i was in the gym doing my aerobics again. i perspired. i didn't give a shiet, unlike you. i'm cool and you are not. i rock and you don't.
-_- ha-ha.
i had two packs of upsized french fries today. it was yummilicious, it was crisped. crisply nice, who could resist it ? can you ? but i skipped the coke. eeurgh. i hate soft drinks. i love milk and fruit juices. not to forget BUNDONG. it's nice cauz it's pink and it gives your tongue and lips the pink paint. woooeh. i did something i'm so omgomgomgomgomgomgomg PROUD of today. i gave up my mashed potato to peggy instead of myself. brrr, and i had that plain jane bun from cuppa i like which costs, AHEM ! 50 FIFTY FIFTY 50 50 FIFTY. cents. tsk tsk. broke shiet. AND I FOUND THE RAILWAY TRACK TODAY !!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW THOSE DARN NICE RAILWAY TRACK !? WHEREBY PEOPLE TAKE PICS WITH THEIR PARTNER AND MAKE IT BLACK AND WHITE !? OMG. I FOUND IT ! whahaha, i was looking to my sides when i caught sight of this really shabby environment. it's like a jungle. so i told farah i wanna go check that place out, for some photography. as i was walking closer to the jungle, I SAW RAILWAY TRACK !!!!!!!! I SHRIEKED LIKE SOME MOFOS. but omg i always wanted to have a personalised railway tracked pictures of me, or done by me at least. and i found it. picta may suck a little. bear with it cauz i got freaked out by this random mid-couples words about train banging us, i hate it when adults say it with this tone outta concern but they don't realise they're too serious and it freaks me out because it's like i made the sinnest sin ever brr. oh i saw dryl just now on the way home, he was having dinner with his daddy and bratha or something. and believe it or not but i was checking my reflection from the mirror of the bakery's when jaw and i were buying cheese cake. he had his hair dead flat, hmm i wonder why ?
everytime i look at him, i see his yellowish eyes filled with expressions but i look closely, and i see them hollow. oh i wonder what is going on in his mind, does he think about what we shared ? does he feel that our friendship meant something, just like me ? i wasn't affected by his appearances in the past but these few days, it just hit me hard, it cause sucha great impact to my dear little heart. i feel a stab of pain everytime my eyes catches his. catches his trademarked full of expression - less.
i didn't want it to end up this way, no i didn't. i wasn't exactly in love with him, neither did i hate him, not until that day anyway. but these few days, everytime i see him, he just seems so distant, so far away, so unreachable, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, cold. i want what we had back, hell yes i do. i never wanted it to end, i just long for it to go on till forever. i've always treasured our little something and i've never imagined we'd end up this way, why can't time turn back and bring me back to the first few days i knew him ? why can't he change ? why didn't he demand for me when i initiated it was all over ? why didn't he ask for explanations, reasons and tell me he'd do anything, he'd do everything just to get me back ? why didn't he stop my childish act ? he couldda say i was the one he needed, i was the one he wanted, couldn't he ? urgh. i feel so lost now. what we had must not be real. that must be it.
alas, we were nothing but eks.
e-k-s, eks.
and i'm envious of them others who still remain friends.
farah.
fat joys.
farah arah.
runnin' away.
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i'm you new found jealousy.
-Tuesday, August 14, 2007
