evening was spent clearing joys's room.
found so many stuff that i forgot even existed.
anyways. i had health check up today and i guess right, my eye is still perfecto !!
6 / 06.
that's good right ?

wehehe. anyways, farah and i left our shoes in the class while we were walking down to the check up place ( forgot the name of the room. the one at the bottom level. ) with only our sox. haha ! i don't think many people noticed cauz it's clearly white, just like tem school shoes.

mr z : what happened to your shoes ?
f : we're having health check up.
me. : in the class.
mr z : why aren't y'all wearing them.
f :cauz we're having health check up.
me. : yeah, so we left it in the class.
mr z : left it in the class? why?
me. : cauz very heavy.
mr z : verrrry heavvvy . ! ( with that tune. lol )

and guess what yo. i needa go over to the hospital itself for some injections.
ahhhh. i drag going there !
i hate injections. they're pure nightmare !!
i still remember that time when i was sucha young cuttie struck with tummy ache.
i felt as though i was gonna die. it hurt lotsssss and i got admitted into the hospital for around 2 months. HAHA !
yeah, myanmar's thatttttttttt exaggerated.
i had to have at least 3 jabs per day to which i strongly hardly extremely detested.
the doctors got no choice but to bring in a few nurses everytime they jab me.
lol, nurses to hold my limbs flat down.
i struggled and struggled, rolled around the 4 corners of the bed and everything. cried and cried and screamed at the top of my lungs. the doctas were like if you don't wanna inject at the hips area, then we'll have to inject it at your leg and shiet.
the best thang about having an injection is definitely, the monehhhh.
HAHA ! after my screamings which lasted up to hours, momsie'll be like give me ten thousand kyats. haha ! i'll " demand " more everytime cauz i'm really really really afraid of injections. oh yeah. since i'm talking about my tummy ache, then i might as well continue.
so anyways, after months of staying in the hospital ( i went to 2 hospitals. one was only days. the other is months. ) , my condition didn't improve.
so moms brought me to thailand for check up instead.
turned out, i had too much calcium in me =.="
you know those kind of cheese? the one that's inside this circular box with a cow with 2 cheese earings printing as the thingy ?
the cheese is like a triangle except that cheese's base is curved. not straight.
anyways! i could eat 3-4 boxes of that per day. i think there're around 6-8 inside. lol and i'd throw a really big fuss whenever my brother took one.
so the docta told me to cut down on my milk intake and switch it to soya bean instead.
i couldn't even take in soya milk at first. i hated it. but now is ok le laaaa.
and i had this young docta who used to push me on my wheel chair whenever i don't feel like staying in te room. i vomitted once while we were having our daily routine cauz i drank a packet of milk i bought just before we left my room to tour around the hospital and i vomitted out all that milk ! HAHA ! and i used to get really irritated with one of my great buddies for throwing the meat of the bun into my vomitting bowl because whenever i vomit, i'd vomit more cauz of those disgusting meat in it. lol ! and then i'd give that ultra frowny face of mine.
haha ! and guess what !? he ( docter. ) had a crush on my mom but i didn't like him idk why.
i felt like. idk what. he tried to " win " me by attending this ceremony moms held for my grand daddy and buying me all those dear presents. haha ! to which he failed. badly.
whenever i see his face, i'll just. give the " eewwww " face and look away or just go somewhere else where i wouldn't see his face. and i refused to dance cauz he was there. LOL !
so yeah anyways. they didn't get together. i hoped they got together now but i doubt so cauz i heard that he's already married.
i wanna murder his ugly wifeeeey.

and i could cry for hours and give a straight face for hours and hours and hours.
i used to run out of my house to the salon that's opened by my aunt (she's not my relative. i just call her aunt.) and sit at that place. you know, that thing you lay on when you get your hair washed ?
yeah. then i'll start tearing the wallpaper off. haha. and i won't even move my butt off if there's a guest who wanna wash their hair.
tsk tsk tsk.
haha ! there was once right, i was really pissed with something which i can't recall.
momsie styled my hair ( though it's basically tying it only. but as a kid . . . ) for school la.
i got angry all of a sudden and just got out of the room and stood at a corner and cried and fussed about but none of the people cared ( i have at least 15 people in the house. there's an office in my house. and it's 4 levels high. haha. ) so i got even more angrier and started messing my hair and plucking out my hair strand by strand. HAHA !
and there was this tiny patch of baldness on my head but it's already healed now thank god.
i can go on and on without stopping about my childhood. lol thinking back, i'm, no i was. was sucha spoilt brat.
i went back to myanmar just last december and when my aunt saw me, the first question she asked me was " do you still throw huge tentrum ? "
and i looked through my childhood albums and i spotted this picture of me with my parents at the temple during chinese new year.
i looked at myself close only to realise i was wearing one of moms 's humongous gold necklace with a read qi-pao, a white handbag, heels, and that proud and unwilling to smile face. LOL ! i laughed out loud to myself. i'll try to scan the picture for you when i get back to myanmar again, which i don't think is gonna happen this year. idk. let's just see, shall we?

anyways ! * tryna snap myself back to reality and not the past.
chatting with jannie now arranging for tomorrw.
i pray to god i won't be late !!!!!!
oh yeah ! haha ! farah and i lunched at this new spot ( food court that's clean. ) and ate a 3 $ meal set. HAHA ! broke ladey =\
saw nathaniel, jinquan, derrick and this other guy whom i haven't noticed before.
then when they were leaving, one of em asked for my number !
HAHA ! it's been ages since i last got asked for my number.
but i think for him, is only based on friendliness.
and and and. i miss that coffee bean beau. omg. met him at the coffee bean.
haven't txted him for ever.
oh wells.
OH ! guess what. i was late today again, with farah. but thank god and thank me and nathaniel, we were let off the hook cauz i was late for 5 times and nathaniel was more than 3 times. we were supposed tobe sent home but we told the teacher it's all beacue of 173. ms c helped by saying she witnessed us coming outta the bus just after a second the gate closed. which was utterly true. then when i was talking to cheefong, i heard ' mooooosxz ' then after a few minutes, i looked up cauz it just happend, y'know ? like happened happend. it's like, someone forced me to look up.
and then i saw. my eks.
and check these little icons out ! they're sucha cuttie aren't they !
he had a tiny smile on. but i didn't smile idk why. i just gave that stare and got back to my talking with cf.

pictas by joycy.

the process of soaking my sox.